I just want back in your head.....

My ears are ringing. Everytime it comes on I walk a little faster, and I want to sing along at the top of my lungs. But, so far the only time it comes on, when I'm not in the comfort of my own home (sorry, roomies) is when I'm listening to my I-Pod on the way to class. I don't want to scare away the new little freshman SURROUNDING my campus! Ugh, but that's a whole other issue.

In case you haven't guessed, I have a new song/band obsession. I first heard Tegan and Sara Quinn on MtvU when I was home this weekend and was immediately drawn to their song "Back in your head." They are identical twins from Canada and I just downloaded about 10 of their songs and love each one more than the last. Check them out.

Seriously, what is this my second plug in a week? First, www.itsmeseanny.com and now I'm endorsing a band? I need to start getting paid for this.........One day.......

Here's my new fave song/video for your listening enjoyment:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7nsnnf7cZg

Just keep swimming....

So I'm just enjoying my last day home before I start my second session of summer school. I have had the BEST week break from school (evidence from the above picture). It was so nice to be able to sleep in, really adhere to my new exercise and diet plan and just visit with my wonderful family. I also love getting to see my high school friends who have been scattered around the country for the past four years. It's kind of unspoken, but after this summer, I don't know when I will ever see some of them again. Maybe at our 10 year reunion? Which, by the way, is only 6 years away! What? Wow....I feel so old, and it just hit me that I only have 6 weeks left of school....ever!

"It's a bittersweet goodbye, but I'm not gunna cry"- Corey Smith

Since when did Mario Lopez think he could dance?

So, my latest guilty pleasure in reality television is America's Best Dance Crew. Randy Jackson is doing something right. Screw American Idol, this show is a hit. Most of the "crews" give me goosebumps when they perform and my money is on the group, A.S.I.I.D. Seriously, the sickest dance moves I have ever seen (wow I'm starting to sound like Lil Mama).

Watching these people contort their bodies in ways I didn't think were possible makes me a bit jealous that I didn't continue on in my dance career. When I was younger, my mom said I hated going to jazz and ballet classes, so she told me I didn't have to go anymore. I always tell her she should have just made me suck it up, but she never wanted to be one of 'those mothers.' You know, the Dina Lohan and Lynne Spears types....aka Stage Moms. I guess I can support her on that decision.

ABDC plays about every hour on MTV so if you haven't seen it, don't worry you will have ample opportunity. And, I've learned some sweet new moves from the show that I can't wait to test out next time I'm 'in da club!'

"Exercise gives you endorphins & endorphins make you happy, happy people just don't kill their husbands. They just don't"--Elle Woods

Wanna work out like Me/Em? Yes, I just recently figured out my name is "me" spelled backwards. Coincidence? I think not. Anywho, I am taking this blog's inspiration from my dear friend, Seanny. (here's a little plug, if you want some breezy reading and want to see what life is like for a true Manhattan socialite, check out itsmeseanny.com) And, no he did not pay me to endorse his blog. I just happen to particularly enjoy it and figured my readers might as well. But, don't go liking his more than mine! :)

Sean recently posted his current playlist for his 6 AM jogs through Central Park. Me....Bitter? Noooo, not at all! (riiiiight). I actually added some of his songs to my playlist, but definitely don't agree with New Kids On The Block's "Summertime"--never been a big fan of them. But that's probably because my heart belongs to BSB!!!

Here's my playlist, which at the moment, ensures that I spend at least 35 minutes on the elliptical, if not more:

1--Chris Brown (Forever)
2--Rihanna (Take a Bow)
3--Colby O Donis Ft. Akon (What you got)
4--2 Pistols Ft. T-Pain (She got it)
5--Rihanna (Disturbia)
6--Paper Planes (MIA)
7--Savage (Swing)
8--Estelle w/ Kanye West (American Boy)
9--Jesse McCartney (I'm Leaving)
10--Ashlee Simpson (Little Miss Obsessive)
11--Kanye West Ft. Chris Martin (Homecoming)
12--Plies Ft. Neyo (Bust it Baby Remix)
13--Lil Wayne (The Sky's The Limit, A Milli & Lollipop)
14--Rick Ross Ft. T-Pain (The Boss)
15--Miley Cyrus (See you again)

So go break a sweat and listen to what emz sez. Happy exercising! :)

i wanna wake up in a city that doesn't sleep.....

Wow...so it's been almost a month since my last post. Turns out taking 19 credits and writing for the school paper has taken a toll on my creative juices. Sorry for neglecting you all, but I promise to be better about updating you on my life.

Ah, so where to begin--I am currently an insomniac. I think the stress of applying for jobs, feeling rejection, wanting NY so bad, seeing pictures of my friends already up there enjoying their fab lives, and my parents constant pestering has really started to take its effect on me. I'm just really grateful I have a week break from school to really focus on my future.

I edited my resume and have been tailoring my cover letter to appeal to each publication I apply to. I've been maninly focusing on celeb and fashion magazines (my ideal places are InStyle, Harper's Bazaar, Vanity Fair, People, Us Weekly, & Glamour). Vogue wouldn't be too shabby either, but my goal is to work there sometime later in life when I have established myself as a credible journalist. (kind of like what Carrie Bradshaw did in the SATC movie).

Well, thats my life right now in a nut shell. I'm just in a bit of a funk lately, but I know "this too shall pass." My peers seem to be equally stressed and as anxious for the future as I am, so its nice to know we're all in the same boat. Regardless, I am more determined than ever now. NYC or bust!

What's in a name?

It's being highly speculated that when Brangelina pops, they will name their two identical twin girls.............


Amelie Jane and Island (no, i'm not kidding) Marcheline.

Talk about two tongue-twisters. What are they going to call Island when she's old enough to respond? Isle?! Come here Isle....your dinner's ready Isle. Who am I kidding? They have maids and 3 nanny's per child to deal with remembering each one of their kid's bizarre names.

Have fun getting tormented in school: Maddox, Pax, Zahara, Shiloh, and lil Amelie & Island. But then again, you know they will probably go to a fabulous boarding school somewhere with Apple, Moses, Kingston and Coco that requires an odd name for admission.

All this baby talk has got me thinking....maybe I'll name my first born Ocean. Thoughts??

Classic over trendy is a safe bet for summer swimwear

Fourth published article:
http://alligator.org/articles/2008/05/29/the_avenue/fashion/080529_swimwear.txt

This summer, beaches all over the world will feature all kinds of swimsuits: itsy–bitsy ones, tankini versions and yes, even the cut–away. The cut–away suit, also known as the “monokini,” is a trend that I will undoubtedly avoid this summer.

Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy being fashionable by the pool, but having one strip of fabric connecting the top of my suit to the bottom just seems like a bad tan line waiting to happen.

My mom is all about this season’s monokini, and I laughed at her when she told me this proudly.
She reprimanded me for being “so out of the fashion loop” this summer and told me to check out Target’s Web site.
Sure enough, there they were – in their very own category and everything. And much to my dismay, some of them were actually cute.

But in the end, if you want to look fashionable this summer without trying too hard, a trend that will never go out of style is your classic all–black and all–white bikinis.

I think every girl should own one of each because they are the epitome of beach chic. Throw on a pair of this season’s colored Ray–Bans in white or red and you’re ready for any tropical destination.

Hello LOVER !

OMG OMG OMG JUST BOUGHT MY TICKET FOR SATC: Friday night at 10:10 PM. It was one of the only showings left in my small, little college town. I can't imagine what it would be like to live in NYC right now. Unless you have some serious pull, there's no way you will be seeing Carrie, Samantha, Charlotte and Miranda on Friday. I feel like I just won the lottery by purchasing my $9 ticket. Expect all of my RAVE reviews, opinions, critiques of the fabulous clothes and juicy gossip to come on Saturday.....go get your tickets NOW!

Girls love him, boys want to be him

The edited version of "bouncer confessions," and my third publication in 2 weeks. I hope I keep staying on top of my game this summer and have a stack of clips when I go up to NY for interviews.

http://www.gainesville.com/article/20080520/NEWS/805200313

If you don't want your latest hair 'do to be a fashion don't, then read on....

Just finished my second masterpiece...this one's getting published on Thursday. Enjoy!


Rihanna cut hers short. Katie Holmes and her daughter sport matching looks, and Lauren Conrad wore one in just about every episode of “The Hills” last season. You guessed it girls, I am talking about this summer’s fiercest hair styles-- the pixie cut, the bi-level bob and the side french braid.

Rihanna showed she’s a risk taker by chopping her locks for her recent album cover, “Good Girl Gone Bad.” She loved it so much that she trimmed her hair even shorter for a boyish-yet-feminine cut that’s ruling the runway this season. To master this dramatic look, your stylist should go as short as possible in the back and leave a longer section of hair around the front of your face. With this edgy cut, add a metallic head-band for a touch of girliness.

For those who think Rihanna’s style is too dramatic, Katie Holmes’ bi-level bob might be a safer choice for you. Tell your stylist to cut your hair just below the jaw line, add soft layers for texture and to keep the side you part your hair on slightly longer than the other. This style also looks great with bangs.

If you love your long locks, but need a fresh, easy look, then try Lauren Conrad’s side braid. Simply part your hair on the side, gather three small sections and french braid the hair around the frame of your face. Fasten it with a bobby pin and you’re ready for any occasion. The braid looks great with super straight locks, but you can also dress it up by putting the remainder of your hair in a low bun or teased pony-tail. (LC can be seen around Hollywood in all 3 different styles).

These are just a few of this season’s hottest hair trends so go out and find the one that best fits your personality. And as Paris Hilton says, “The only rule is don’t be boring.”

Raise your voice

My dad is a lot like me--quiet and reserved when you first get to know him, but once you open him up he is a total goof-ball. And, when he talks, I listen. So, today when he got home from work and out of the blue told me that he can really hear my 'voice' in my writing, I felt elated. No matter what I'm writing about, I don't ever want to lose my voice--it's too important to me. My dad will never know how much that one, simple comment meant. I can only hope, in the near future, that an editor will think I am talented enough to be heard.

Watch out world: Em is officially a credible journalist.

I DID IT--My first ever published masterpiece! There is nothing like seeing your name in print! It's like the coolest feeling in the world (well, at least for me). I've been trying to get published for four years and I finally achieved my goal, and they want me on for next week, too. Also, I was contacted by the features editor of another publication here in town and I'm 90% positive my "bouncer confessions" article is getting published soon. What started out as an awful week has really turned around.

Your opinion means a lot to me. So, send me any fun, fashion ideas you want to see for next week! Hope everyone has a fabulous weekend!

http://alligator.org/articles/2008/05/15/the_avenue/fashion/080515_wardrobe.txt

I'm getting 'carried' away

15 days until MAY 30th....(for those of you who live under a rock, 5/30 marks the U.S.'s premiere of The Sex and the City Movie). I'm so excited, I can hardly stand it. My friend, Liz is worried that the production company is showing too many advertisements for the movie and wasting all the good parts on commercials. I don't care. It's not going to hinder me from spending $8.00+ on a ticket and popcorn. In fact, the previews are just getting me more anxious to see it.

It premiered in London this past weekend, and I've already read all of the reviews and the "don't click here if you don't want to read spoilers" link.

SPEAKING OF: Don't read on if you're the kind of person who doesn't like to peek at their Christmas presents before Christmas (unfortunaetly i am not one of those people)

Charlotte gets pregnant.

Big leaves Carrie at the altar (duh....could have guessed that one).

No one dies (contrary to all the rumors circulating the internet).

Steve cheats on Miranda.

&

Samantha & Smith move to a house on the beach in L.A.


Of course the writers scripted it this way so there can be a sequel if needs be. (My fingers are sure crossed). I know now that seeing this movie is going to be such a tease because I'm going to want more, more, more. Watching four years of sequels is taking its toll on me. I'm starting to recite whole scenes between the girls, but no matter what--whenever I'm feeling down, happy, stressed, sad or basically any emotion, it's comforting to know that I always have Carrie, Miranda, Charlotte and Samantha on TBS.

Summer Trends

Just sent this into my school's paper (fingers are crossed for publication). Let me know what you guys think!

This season, models marched down runways blinding onlookers, the pages of May's Instyle look more like colors you would find in a candy shop than in a fashion magazine, and even Forever 21's latest frocks are inspired by Vitamin C. It's official, girls, summer is here, and I'm sure Posh Spice would agree: bold colors are going to be so very "MAJOR."

Think: the hottest pinks, the most vibrant yellows, the boldest blues, and the juiciest oranges. These palettes were featured in Louis Vuitton, Christian Dior and Badgley Mischka's Spring/Summer 2008 collections, to name a few. Everything from shorts, flowing dresses, skinny jeans and sky-high stilettos look brilliant in these hues. And for the extra courageous, mixing a combination of these colors as a top and bottom combo will prove you've mastered Versace's latest collection.

Even Essie's new line of nail polishes promise to "shake up your summer with six hot shades." My personal favorites are 'Risky Business' (a fire engine red) and 'Movers and Shakers' (an eye-catching pink).

Makeup products are also getting on board with the latest trends this season. M.A.C has paired with fashion designing duo, Heatherette, (best known for experimenting with outrageous colors and everything glitter), to create a line of lipsticks, glosses and shadows that Paris Hilton and any girly girl would die for.

This summer's clothes, accessories and makeup trends call for the bravest of fashionista's. So, if you want to be the hottest girl spotted on University Avenue, you can't be afraid to take risks with bold colors this season.

I have reverted back to childhood....Day 3

I sleep more hours than I am awake in the day. I can only eat mushy foods. I can't drink out of a straw. I get cranky, and I have trouble making coherent sentences. It's official, I feel like a baby. I guess it doesn't help either that I have a mom who set up a whole tray next to my bed that is constantly replenished with ice-cold water and fresca every hour, and she diligently gives me my pain medication every 4 hours. I could not ask for a better nurse!

I'm telling you if you ever have to go through this kind of pain or any kind of surgery, make sure you have a patient, understanding person devoted to you for at least 4 days. (I'm hoping by tomorrow I will be able to get out of bed on my own and get my own mint chocolate chip ice cream).

However, getting a milkshake hand delivered to my bed-side from one of my besties is not too shabby, either. Thank you Hales...it was delicious! :)

Mom....more ICE pleaseeeee: Day 2

Hey guys--I'm hanging in there. I've been reading Mary Higgins Clark's latest mystery novel and sleeping a lot (which I probably needed after this crazy semester). My goal is to feel better by Friday afternoon so I can attend "Happy Hour" at the local Irish Pub. I currently have on this really sweet diaper-looking contraption stuffed with ice wrapped around my head. I'm using it to make the swelling in my cheeks subside (I could seriously give a chip-munk a run for it's money). I would include a picture, but I don't want to scare anyone.

Hope everyone had a wonderful Cinco De Mayo and didn't drink too much tequila :) Wish me luck on my recovery so I can enjoy a margarita a few days late!!

P.S. Watch Tila Tequila tonight because one of the contestants, George, went to my high school and I'm rooting for him.

P.S.S. Did anyone else see Gossip Girl last night? (one of the minor characters, who has had a recurring role this season ALSO went to my high school....I guess PHS bred some talent)

Spoiler: Don't read on if you are planning on catching GG online later:

How do you feel about Serena's brother coming out of the closet? Did you expect it?
Is it just me or is the plot-line of the show getting raunchier and raunchier?

I can't feel my lips....Day 1

Happy Cinco De Mayo!! While all of you lucky duck's are probably enjoying margarita's pool-side, I'm stuck in bed in pain (but I did get new pajama's with flamingo's and pool's on them so at least I can pretend I am anywhere but here). I just had all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed about an hour ago. What usually is a routine procedure, I of course turned into a life and death situation. (If you didn't already know, Nervous Nelly is my nick-name....I inherited it from my mother). So, the doctor comes in and asks if I have any questions. ("Uh yah, about a million," I was thinking). Will I wake up? What if I'm allergic to the anthesthesia? How long will the surgery last? Will it hurt? And finally, what the HELL is that large needle used for over there on the counter? "It's just to administer the antesthesia," he calmly replied. "I promise when you wake up it won't be sticking out of your fore-head or anything." (Oh great, I thought.) I called one of my bf's right before the surgery to calm me down, which she did. We laughed and talked, and before I knew it my heart wasn't pumping out of my chest anymore.

I was relaxed and it was time for Nervous Nelly Shelly (my mom) to leave. The doctor, who could pass for a McDreamy, tied a rubberband tight around my arm, found a vein to stick the needle in, and the last thing I remember him saying is: "You might start to feel a little woozy." The room started spinning a little, and I was out. Thirty-five minutes later and I was finished. My mom and I picked up a Frosty from Wendy's on the ride home, and I am anxiously waiting to eat it so I can take my first pain pill. My mouth is starting to get really sore.

Oldies but goodies

You know those friends who you may not see for over a year, but when you reunite it's like no time has passed at all? I feel so lucky to have those. My sorority sisters and friends I met in college have known me for four years, and I'm blessed to have found a group of strong women I can forever call my best friends, and future bridesmaids.

However, no one knows me better than the girls I grew up with in Tampa, and the girls I met my sophomore year in high school. They may not know it, but those women forever changed my life. I have noticed a pattern that when I make new friends, they always in someway remind me of them. I guess, in a friend, I want to feel as comfortable as I do with my friends back home. I have felt a sort of nostalgia these last few days, because I know it is the last time in our lives when we will be cities apart. We soon will be states and worlds apart. But no matter what, I know I have friends for life and if I'm lucky, just a plane ride away....

To my besties (the women who helped shape who I am today):
Thank you for being the best friends in the world.
I love you girls with all my heart and can't wait to see what the future has in store for all of us.

A (Wo) Man's Best Friend

Ever since my parents had to put our family dog down in September, I have felt a kind of void in my life. Secretly, I have been researching puppies online and trying desperately to find "the one." This morning, ok afternoon, when I woke up (it's exam week so gimme a break), I was catching up on the daily gossip news on my fave 5 sites when I almost spilled my coffee all over my Mac. This furry little ball with light brown, shaggy, hair and big brown eyes was staring back at me and lended to say "pick me, choose me, love me." (yah, i just threw a little Grey's Anatomy quote in there for extra dramatic effect because the thing was that cute). I should have known I would find him/her on one of my gossip sites, being held by one of my new favorite actresses.

They're called "tea-cup maltipoo's" and Blake Lively (Serena from Gossip Girl) was seen juggling one along with her blackberry and a Starbucks coffee strolling the streets of Manhattan.

However, my dream of having one may have to be put on hold because I am moving to a big city in the next 3 months, and it would not be fair to Dallas (yes, I already named her) to be inside a small apartment all day. And, what happens when my friends want to get drinks after work. "Sorry guys, I have to go let Dallas out," I'll have to say. She might cramp my style a little. It's ok, though, I am willing to wait because I want NY more.

I'm on my way....

I'm going to take some inspiration from Sugarland's "Baby Girl," as in the current moment it applies to me and just about every one of my friends, especially those not moving back home after graduation. My cousin, Rebecca, currently lives in NYC and sent me an article this afternoon from THE Sunday paper (The New York Times--the only paper that matters, she said) about finding your first apartment in the city. Although, it was great insight on what to expect when I am searching for where I will rest my head at night (which will probably be on in an air mattress in the living room/kitchen in China Town), I am now more overwhelmed than ever.

Yes, I knew I would probably have to have a roommate to even think about affording a $2,000/month apartment, but then I saw a picture of a "typical" apartment for this price in the village (where just about every recent grad wants to live) and was just a bit discouraged, ok VERY much discouraged! Oh, how I wish I could just skip all of this worrying stuff and find my Greek Shipping Heir already and live in a fabulous brownstone on the Upper West Side with 2.5 kids, a driving service and a live-in nanny, but lets not get too ahead of ourselves and be serious......all this stressful energy only makes you a better and stronger person and makes you want to live a successful and happy life that much more. Right? RIGHT! (At least, that's what I keep telling myself).

My goal is to send a letter like this to my parents someday:

"I know that I'm on my way,
When I can tell every time I play.
And I know it's worth all the dues I pay,
When I can write to you and say...

Dear Mom and Dad,
I'll send money. I'm so rich that It ain't funny.
Well it oughtta be more then enough to get you through.
Please don't worry cause I'm alright,
I'm stayin here at the Ritz tonight,
Whatta ya know we made our dreams come true!
And there are fancy cars and diamond rings,
But you know that they don't mean a thing,
Well they all add up to nothin compared to you,
Well, remember me in ribbons and curls...
I still love you more than anything in the world."

Love,
Your Baby Girl

(Sugarland)

Hugs not Drugs

I usually find the "Live Above the Influence" commercials extremely annoying, especially when there is an over-load of them interrupting my Sunday Lifetime movie. But then again, today is 4/20. Even though I am not a fan of the "gonja" or "reefer," I don't like the ad's because I don't think they are realistic. For instance, they always include an "oh sh**" phone-call to the best friend the morning after a huge "toke fest". In my 22 years, I have never known someone to want to make a sex tape or get naked and pose for pictures after smoking, which is portrayed as a "what could happen if you get too high" scenario. Doesn't being high make you lethargic and hungry? I think most sex tapes become a good idea after too much tequila (ahem Paris and K. Kardashian). I think if these ad agencies really want to prove a point, they need to work on targeting their market and making realistic commercials that teens could actually benefit from. Just some food for thought.

Stay Safe today and this is the only time I will say this (I promise):

Live Above the Influence. Live Above Weed.

Who knew painting my nails with white-out during class in middle school would lead to a MAYJAH fashion trend?!

Summer is right around the corner and you know what that means, girls.......time to stash away the deep purples, steel-greys, and royal blues and bring out the baby pinks, HOT pinks, fire-engine reds, and one of my new, personal faves: white nail polishes.

I never thought I would be a fan of white on my nails, but when applied correctly and with the perfect tan, it looks SO fetch!! Within my first week in NY this summer, thanks to all of my co-workers (ok, lowly interns) I quickly learned that pearl tones are a must to be considered a big city girl. I went to the nearest mani/pedi salon on my way home from work so I could feel like a hip, new yorker. Another reason NY is the place for me: you can get your nails AND toes done for only $20 almost anywhere!! Such a steal!

There are many "whites" to choose from, but I personally am a fan of the ones with a bit of a pink undertone and that look a little iridescent in the bottle. Essie's "Ballet Slippers" is a perfect, back from a vacay in Cabo, summer feel.
ADDITION: (Shelly, my wonderful mom also recommends "Tutti Frutti" by OPI)

My mom is a huge fan of OPI's "Cajun Shrimp." This shade is only for the brave as it is a tad more orange than red and is very vibrant. But, I'm all about taking risks (esp. when it comes to nail-polish) and for a fun weekend in Miami Beach, this is the perfect color.
CLARIFICATION (also according to Shelly): This color should only be worn on your toes

One of my all-time faves is OPI's "Italian Love Affair." Everytime I swipe it across my nails, I instantly feel like I'm sailing aboard a gorgeous cruise-liner on the Amalfi Coast (ok, yes I've never been to Italy but when I do for my honey-moon, you can bet I will be wearing it). It's the most perfect shade of baby pink in the entire world. I believe every girl should own a bottle, if not 10.

OPI's Spring 2008 line features a bunch of jewel-tone shades, but when I think of spring-time, no matter where I am, I always want something that will stand out. Monochromatic tones and pinks that aren't pink enough are just not my cup of tea. In the fall and winter, with every shade whether it be red, purple, or blue, I go as deep as I can go. And spring and summer, make me want to be as white, pink and red as possible. That's what I like about nail-polish....you can take huge risks and if you don't like it the next day, you can take it off and start over.

All this talk about nails, makes me really want to get mine done. I think today, I'll go with Essie's "strawberry sorbet," because it's the perfect medium between hot pink and red. Happy shade-hunting! :)

In Celebrity News......

According to monday's episode of The Hills, Speidi's on "relationship vacation." As my friend Lauren would say: "That's what she said...."

My fab friend Sean did see them together looking happy as ever at MTV studios on Monday, but who knows what today will bring in their sick, twisted relationship. Seriously, quit playing games with my heart speidiiiiiiiii. I just want to see you guys happy! Oh, who am I kidding.....BREAK UP already!!!

Ash Simpson's Eggo is Preggo, according to People. Just waiting on the official comment from Pete and Ash's reps even though they have denied, denied, denied. Wonder how preacher Papa Joe feels about a shot-gun wedding and if Jess is a little bitter....sibling rivalry?!

Amy Winehouse better say yes, yes, yes to rehab because her label record has issued an ultimatum that if she doesn't quit using drugs, she will not release another album.

Paris Hilton's parents want us to know that she has found TRUE love with Benji Madden and they have never seen her this happy. And, Benji doesn't drink or do drugs so he is a great inspiration for her. Um, am I stuck in a Pop Fiction episode?! Sorry, I just can't make myself believe this one.

My deepest prayers and sympathies go out to Cameron Diaz's father, Emilio, who died of pneumonia on Tuesday, Martha Stewart's Dog, Paw Paw (he was almost 13), and the 32 students and faculty we lost one year ago today during the VA Tech Massacre. R.I.P.

I love pink a little more than should be allowed (ok, a lot more) but even i know there is a time and a place for it

SPOILER ALERT: if you haven't seen the finale of The Real Housewives of New York City yet, you may not want to read on.

Oh. Em. Gee. Can we just talk about Ramona's glittery, spaghetti-strap, barbie pink number she had on at 21? And, was she seriously an hour and a half late because she hired a hair and makeup professional to come to her house to primp her for DINNER? I could understand if she was going to one of the shows for Fashion Week, or was invited to the Met's Costume Gala, but for a dinner? that kids were invited to? Then again, I have to remind myself that she is filming a reality show, and lord only knows the lengths I would go to to be camera-ready at all times.

Regardless, I can't watch Ramona for more than 5 minutes (ok, yes I sat through the hour-long finale but cringed everytime her scary, over-botexed face came on the screen). Seriously, what was the woman thinking?! It's sad, but I think her 12-year old daughter has more of a sense of fashion than she does. My favorite part was when Allie (Jill's daughter) asked Avery what she thought of her mom's outfit. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be seen with my mom dressed like that in public, unless she was filming for Legally Blonde III.

Back to the scene at 21, though. I have had the pleasure of eating there on a couple occasions, and let's just say if you want the best hamburger that you have ever tasted in your entire life, you absolutely MUST experience this succulent piece of meat. But, be willing to shell out $30. When I saw little Francois poking his plastic kangaroo figure into Jason's (Bethenny's boyfriend--who rushed to the restaurant from tucking his kids in) hamburger, I was mortified. Not even for the fact that $30 was going to waste and an entire meal, but the fact that Alex and Simon (the little brat's parents) said and did absolutely nothing! Excuse me, if that was me I would have been dragged outside faster than you can say, check please!

Wow, so I had a lot to get off my chest in this episode. Even after watching these ridiculous women, I still have dreams of being a NY housewife someday, but I want to break the stereotype. I will not be the 40+ year old woman in the sparkly ensemble embarassing my daughter. I will have manners and not show up late to dinner, and most importantly, I will hire great baby-sitters.

Blogging Virgin

Alright, so here it goes....my first post....ever.

We had a guest speaker the other day in my Advanced Magazine & Feature Writing class and he told us to go off and start our own blog. He told us it's a form of getting published, which as a journalism major makes you credible, so here I am. I need all the experience I can get, especially if I want to try and make it in New York City. I want to be the next PerezHilton because I feel like I already have his job. I sit on the computer like a fiend everyday going through my fave 5 gossip sites (perezhilton, popsugar, x17online, dlisted, & E!) to find out what exactly is going on in the world. Yes, clearly I need to read the paper more and visit CNN online but celebrity and fashion news is just way too important to me. At the current moment, just like Perez, I already have a source scoping out all the hot-spots for me and giving me all the juice. My fabulous friend Sean is in NY right now for interviews and has already had a night/day I would die for. But, that's how NY is....you never know what each day will bring, and most importantly, who you will see. So he calls me at 8 AM this morning chipper as hell (but I guess I would be too if I saw who he saw.....lucky biatch). Anyways, his voicemail is somewhere along these lines: "OMG Em!!! You will never guess who I ran into last night at the Waverly Inn......JLo, Marc, Fergie & Josh. We sat around drinking Lychee Martini's talking about the twins, Max and Emme and where/when Fergie's wedding will be." Ok, not really but he did see them and JLo did ask him if it was cold outside so there was some form of communication between celebrity and mortal. Getting off the phone with him made me realize how bad I want New York. Not going to lie, right now it seems a little bit untangible and somewhat of a distant land far, far away, but I refuse to get discourgaed. My goal is to be there by Fall 2008 and I intend to. Alright, I have to go finish my two articles, study for my test at 8 and get caught up on The Hills. Expect much ranting about Speidi, i'm sure, in my next post. Over and out.